life is so meaningless.
why does holiday feel so much like a school day?
im tired of this life.
i just want to stay at home for the rest of the week...
quietly...all by myself.
maybe because noise level in school is super high.
and no one seems to understand how i feel.
T_T
BUT THEN....
i feel so miserable at home.
i feel so lonely.
like i have no friends. no one at all.
maybe im just too stressed up.
why?
maybe...
maybe i just need my ipod, the tv and scv.
lock these 3 things up in a room... with me of course.
then i can survive.
then i wont feel miserable.
then i wont have to go to school.
then i do not have to face this meaningless life.
i do not want to guess how people feel.
i do not want to trust anyone anymore.
someone pls. help me.